Music calms my mind
Empowering, enlightening
Social interactions not wearing me out
Growing, evolving
Needing them, searching them, craving them


A simple thank you that made my day
That dreadful feeling
Longing for that moment in the past to come back
Not strong enough, not brave enough, just never enough
Three shots down the drain to ease the pain
Even good things gets twisted and turned
Patiently lurking, waiting, preparing
Striking me swiftly down

Balloon bliss

A drug induced blissful state of mind
Short messages going back and forth
That soft one minute intro fading out
Turning into something completely different
Tread with care, don’t want to go back down that, oh so familiar black hole

“I’m here now”

Artificial lights on the ground illuminating the clouds high above. A small opening where the stars can peak through accompanied by the endless darkness of space.


Short bright flashes goes by
When I close my eyes at night
Thin as a strain of hair
A blinding shock wave follows
Then only darkness remains
And within it grows my pain